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[daniel_marlow]

Rach, honey, can I ask you a kind of serious question?

It's not bad and you shouldn't be worried and I love you very much, I just need to ask you something. Well no, okay, I need to talk something out.

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[daniel_marlow]

I'll do what I can. Will you come tomorrow morning?

Have you asked about maybe staying with Zoe? I mean, I know Indigo isn't a problem now, but it's a big place and Wolf is going to be staying there too.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

Ooh Wolf! Idk, I dont know what'll happen to my dad if I leave him. He's not dealing with the breakup so well I think. But i'll definitely come tomorrow morning.

[daniel_marlow]

Ah, I see. Okay, I'll see you then! I can't wait.

Do you know what I realised I have never actually seen in person? Boobs. I mean besides the time I walked in on Melissa in the bathroom which is the only time she ever shoved me, btw and it was only to get me out.

Er, I am not saying hey bring yours tomorrow and get 'em out. I was just thinking about it.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

Wow.

[daniel_marlow]

...what?

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

Your amazing.

[daniel_marlow]

I...am? Because I'm like...incredibly innocent in a lot of ways?

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

So many reasons. I kind of want to wear something really pretty tomorrow but getting dressed is really hard rn.

[daniel_marlow]

Yeah, you could wear like...a schlumpy bathrobe and I would still think you were the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I mean it. I really- Every time I see you it's just like...whoa. She's with me? Whoa.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

Aahhaa I dont want to be walking round my building in a bathroom, you need more armour than that round here.

I cant get over you either, how beautiful you are in a man way.

[daniel_marlow]

...okay, fuck. I don't like that. I worry about you.

I guess I kind of never thought of myself that way and for a long time the idea that someone else might find me attractive was horrifying. But I like that you do. Makes me feel all warm inside.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

Oh, well, I think i'll be fine, haven't made any enemies! Theres a super angry indian woman down the hall who thinks I am to loud but i can handle her.

You are the most beautiful <3 <3 <3

[daniel_marlow]

I suppose that's good to know. If anything happens you'll call someone who can help you, right? I wish I could but I'm stuck. Call Zoe or Cai?

I think you are, but thank you. I mean it.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

Yeah ill call one of them, but theyve got classes and stuff. Its alright, i think everyone heres got their own problems that keep them occupied anyway.

[daniel_marlow]

You know they would drop everything if you needed them. They dropped everything when I did. I hope you're right though, and it's unnecessary.

I am so happy you'll be here tomorrow. You know you don't have to show me your boobs, right?

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

I know i don't have too...

[daniel_marlow]

As long as you don't think I'm expecting it just because I rambled at you!

All I care about is getting to be with you.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

It might be a bit of a mission to get out of my bra and get it back on again afterward anyway... besides is your heart allowed to speed up that fast??

[daniel_marlow]

That's true!

Oh my god, Rachel. I think that's the best thing anyone has asked me in a long time. My heart always speeds up when I'm around you. And yes, it's okay. As long as I don't do speed first.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

You are the sweetest boyfriend NO DRUGS just me :)

[daniel_marlow]

You're all I'll ever need anyway.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

Aside from meds, obvs.

Me and meds.

[daniel_marlow]

Aw man, that was supposed to be romantic as hell! You're right though. You and meds.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

~*~*~The winning combination.~*~*~

[daniel_marlow]

God I love you.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

I wish I was with you right now. I'm going to be there first thing in the morning, what time will they let me in??

[daniel_marlow]

I do too, stupid goddamn visiting hours. I just want to feel you in my arms.

9am is the earliest but I reckon you could get away with 8:45 because you're gorgeous and my morning nurse thinks I am 'cute as a button' and she keeps bringing me extra pudding.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

8:30 it is then! (I am a rebel.)

[daniel_marlow]

The cutest rebel!