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Oct. 4th, 2014 09:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
daniel_marlowUh. So this might sound really fucked up, and my mother is going to freak out and try to stop me, but I think I have a day pass coming up soon and I kind of want to go visit Greg.
Not- Not to see him. I don't ever really want to see him again, but I think closure might be easier if I see the place he's being kept? I have some things I want to say too. And if I have to go testify at his trial, I really don't want the first time I see him again to be then. I might not be able to do it and then the trial's kind of fucked, right?
I can't go alone though, and I hate having to ask you guys because I honestly don't think anyone should ever have to see someone like him, but if I go alone I'll crumble. And I might crumble anyway. Honestly though, if you can't handle it, I completely understand. I can ask Gabe or Deirdre to come with me. I would never expect any of you to do this for me if you can't. I just had to ask.
I'm doing this. Don't know when, but I'm doing it. God, my Mum's going to kill me.
Not- Not to see him. I don't ever really want to see him again, but I think closure might be easier if I see the place he's being kept? I have some things I want to say too. And if I have to go testify at his trial, I really don't want the first time I see him again to be then. I might not be able to do it and then the trial's kind of fucked, right?
I can't go alone though, and I hate having to ask you guys because I honestly don't think anyone should ever have to see someone like him, but if I go alone I'll crumble. And I might crumble anyway. Honestly though, if you can't handle it, I completely understand. I can ask Gabe or Deirdre to come with me. I would never expect any of you to do this for me if you can't. I just had to ask.
I'm doing this. Don't know when, but I'm doing it. God, my Mum's going to kill me.
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Date: 2014-10-04 12:22 pm (UTC)Ooh no.
Yeah Nonnie wouldn't have sent them to Ross because she doesn't even waste her breath on his name, so she probably sent them to you. I'm going to have words with her. This is an outrage.
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Date: 2014-10-04 12:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-04 12:27 pm (UTC)So I'd best share all of these while I can. Look at our hair!
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Date: 2014-10-04 12:31 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-04 12:37 pm (UTC)If you do have them around though, people can do this.
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Date: 2014-10-04 12:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-04 12:42 pm (UTC)So...I love you?
Look at his waves of hair?
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Date: 2014-10-04 12:46 pm (UTC)I suppose I can ask Liz and see if there's photos of me from when I first got here. Because I'm generous and giving.
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Date: 2014-10-04 12:50 pm (UTC)Only if you want to! I have thoroughly distracted myself from the upsetting subject matter of this post, and I find that pleasing.
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Date: 2014-10-05 03:07 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-05 03:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-05 03:54 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-05 04:40 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-04 12:25 pm (UTC)She's the BEST.
To make it fair though, here. I took this photo OF MYSELF:
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Date: 2014-10-04 12:31 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-04 12:36 pm (UTC)Me hating sunlight.
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Date: 2014-10-04 12:46 pm (UTC)This is when I decided to try longer hair. No. Nope. No.
Also I don't know why I am grabbing my nips.
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Date: 2014-10-05 02:51 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-05 04:09 am (UTC)