Filtered to Cai, Zoe and Rachel

[daniel_marlow]

...okay who told the fucking hospital I'm going to try to kill myself?

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[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

I didn't! It was probably Zoe shes trying to control everything.

[daniel_marlow]

They come check on me every fifteen fucking minutes.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

Yeah. I remember.

[daniel_marlow]

They took away everything. And they watched when I took a shower.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

Danny if you want me to try and break you out of there I will try.

[daniel_marlow]

I'd probably die without their drugs but who gives a fuck.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

I can get drugs. I can get anything. We can get out of here.

[daniel_marlow]

Uh...wait, what?

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

I'll find anything you need!

[daniel_marlow]

I don't think antibiotics are that easy to find in the wild.

They said if I don't start eating they're going to have to 'do something about it'.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

Then we'll steal some from the hospital when we go! We'll do something. I'll figure out something.

Do they mean a stomach tube thing? They're hell. They're hell they're hell, don't let them. Eat some bites, just believe me, don't let them force you cos nothing will make you want to die more.

[daniel_marlow]

I already want to die enough, Rach.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

I know. I know you do.

[daniel_marlow]

I remember the first day I met you. You thought I was writing a book.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

I remember that to. I told you how much I wanted out. We covered hospitals and hell before we ever got to our names.

[daniel_marlow]

Yeah, we really did, didn't we?

I love you, but I can't run away.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

I love you. I won't run if you don't.

[daniel_marlow]

Can't leave Zoe and Cai behind.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

then we don't run.

[daniel_marlow]

They'll need you.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

They have each other.

[daniel_marlow]

Doesn't mean you're not important.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

Just second choice. But you'll always be my first.

[daniel_marlow]

Hey. I don't think you're anyone's second choice.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

Maybe third forth fifth.

[daniel_marlow]

Rachel, stop it! Why do you think that?

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

because its obvious. I'm not second with you tho am I?

haha and at least my dad picked me over I&I, that's something too I guess.

[daniel_marlow]

Of course you're not.

We all love you.

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

Yes, it was me. I didn't tell them you were going to kill yourself, I told them you'd been talking to Thomas about death.

[daniel_marlow]

...how could you?

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

Because they won't let me in to guard you after hours.

[daniel_marlow]

What the fuck?

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

I'm trying to keep you safe any way I know how.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

Yeah well but you don't know how, Zoe, do you?

[daniel_marlow]

Rachel, it's okay.

[daniel_marlow]

It's not your job!

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

I know that.

[daniel_marlow]

I'm sorry. I just don't like- it's fine. I'll figure it out.

Screened

[daniel_marlow]

And you are Rachel fighting now?

Re: Screened

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

I didn't think so. She's been really snappy at me the past couple of days.

Screened

[daniel_marlow]

So it probably didn't help I snapped at you like an arsehole.

I wish we had a time machine.

Re: Screened

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

Don't worry about me, I can handle you snapping at me.

Me too. Really.

Screened

[daniel_marlow]

I just felt a little betrayed, but I guess I'd have done the same thing.

Shit. Shitty shit.

Re: Screened

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

I know. I guessed you'd feel that way. I needed to do it. I felt like saying nothing would have been a worse betrayal.

Screened

[daniel_marlow]

Remember I love you.

Re: Screened

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

Remember the same.

[daniel_marlow]

Hey.

Look after Wolf. Please?