Because I'm not a mind reader. Because I can see you're working hard but I can't see what is going on inside your head. Because I have no way of knowing how you really feel about anything because feelings change when you try to put them into words for other people. Because people have bad days and decide to ruin themselves. Because sometimes people can't help it. Because people are fine on the outside and on the inside they want to die. Because people go back to their abusers every day even when their abusers don't have a supernatural pull over them. Because I thought that if you were going to fake him out like that you would have trusted me to help.