Yeah I like Peter when he throws ethics to the wind. I'm trying to encourage him to do it more often. There's a difference between ethics and justice, you know?
It is easier to be selfish, I reckon. I did that for a long time. Till this year, really. It is a lot more painful to care about people and it's really, really freaking hard to unlearn and open up again and i know I've got a million more miles to go on that journey and most of the time I'm not sure I want to go any further but certain things like you saying what you just said do make me want to try. I know it's a different kind of selfish we're talking about but I know what you mean about all you can see is your own pain.
Look your wordvomit is infectious and it's late and I've lost my point but I'm going to post this anyway before I start agonizing over it.
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Date: 2014-10-07 11:59 am (UTC)It is easier to be selfish, I reckon. I did that for a long time. Till this year, really. It is a lot more painful to care about people and it's really, really freaking hard to unlearn and open up again and i know I've got a million more miles to go on that journey and most of the time I'm not sure I want to go any further but certain things like you saying what you just said do make me want to try. I know it's a different kind of selfish we're talking about but I know what you mean about all you can see is your own pain.
Look your wordvomit is infectious and it's late and I've lost my point but I'm going to post this anyway before I start agonizing over it.