Yeah, don't yell at him. It's not his fault I'm all fucked up.
I can't try to kill myself again, so at least you don't have to worry about that. I realised I should probably have explained that doing something stupid just meant trying to smuggle a chainsaw into RMMH and hurling it in Greg's general direction or something. My mum and I had a talk and I just- I can't. I can't be the thing that kills her. And it would. I know it would. Fucking hell.
So I'm sticking around, just...never sleeping again maybe.
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Date: 2014-10-07 11:34 am (UTC)Yeah, don't yell at him. It's not his fault I'm all fucked up.
I can't try to kill myself again, so at least you don't have to worry about that. I realised I should probably have explained that doing something stupid just meant trying to smuggle a chainsaw into RMMH and hurling it in Greg's general direction or something. My mum and I had a talk and I just- I can't. I can't be the thing that kills her. And it would. I know it would. Fucking hell.
So I'm sticking around, just...never sleeping again maybe.