Filtered to Cai, Zoe, Dylan and Rachel

[daniel_marlow]

Uh. So this might sound really fucked up, and my mother is going to freak out and try to stop me, but I think I have a day pass coming up soon and I kind of want to go visit Greg.

Not- Not to see him. I don't ever really want to see him again, but I think closure might be easier if I see the place he's being kept? I have some things I want to say too. And if I have to go testify at his trial, I really don't want the first time I see him again to be then. I might not be able to do it and then the trial's kind of fucked, right?

I can't go alone though, and I hate having to ask you guys because I honestly don't think anyone should ever have to see someone like him, but if I go alone I'll crumble. And I might crumble anyway. Honestly though, if you can't handle it, I completely understand. I can ask Gabe or Deirdre to come with me. I would never expect any of you to do this for me if you can't. I just had to ask.

I'm doing this. Don't know when, but I'm doing it. God, my Mum's going to kill me.

Comments

[daniel_marlow]

He's officially going to kill me.

So I'd best share all of these while I can. Look at our hair!

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

You make me kind of wish I had any young pictures of me lying around.

[daniel_marlow]

I bet you were really cute.

If you do have them around though, people can do this.

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

Then I guess I'm lucky they're all back in America so I don't have to suffer like Cai is suffering.

[daniel_marlow]

I can't tell if you're sad or joking so I don't know whether to joke back or try to say something comforting.

So...I love you?

Look at his waves of hair?

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

It was mostly a joke with some grim material.

I suppose I can ask Liz and see if there's photos of me from when I first got here. Because I'm generous and giving.

[daniel_marlow]

Like most of mine!

Only if you want to! I have thoroughly distracted myself from the upsetting subject matter of this post, and I find that pleasing.

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

I'm probably going to regret this but I asked Liz is we had any photos and she dug them out and she was scarily excited so I'd feel really bad if I didn't post it after all that.

[runrachelrun.insanejournal.com]

SAVING THAT. PRINTING IT OUT.

[daniel_marlow]

Now I've seen everything. (I was right though, you are cute!)

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

I don't even recognize myself, really.