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[daniel_marlow]

It's so late at night and I can't sleep because I'm worried about Rachel AND I keep thinking-

I could have killed Greg. I could have strangled the life out of him with the damn chain he used to keep me on his bed and I didn't because I was terrified I might starve to death if he wasn't there to bring me food.

But now that I know I was rescued and I wouldn't have starved for long, I wish I had killed him. I'm kind of consumed by the anger that I didn't. Does wishing I murdered someone make me a bad person? I don't want to be a bad person.

Comments

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

Ugh I'm not sure I can live with that.

[daniel_marlow]

Not even a singing 'thank you' telegram?

You're really harshing my joy buzz here, Zoe.

[lightningseed.insanejournal.com]

I suppose I can live with one. One telegram.

[daniel_marlow]

Hooray, I can audition singers!

Honestly though? Every day I have now, I have because of you. I think about that all the time.