Filtered away from Val - Edited just to Zoe, Cai and Rachel

[daniel_marlow]

Why can't I smoke some medicinal marijuana? Or eat the stuff they make into candy floss. This is bullshit.

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[daniel_marlow]

Oh okay! No it's alright, you don't have to change your face. I like your face. I just feel bad that I make it do that. I wish I could lie and just have a good time with you guys all the time because I miss that and I love you all so much. I think it would do more harm than good in the long run.

You're not being a dick though, stop saying that.

I'm sick of it too. I'm so sick of it. I've been back six weeks, shouldn't I be better now? I mean, sure I zapped myself but augh, that was weeks ago. And little things keep coming up like butt surgery or oh no something else might be infected or well we have to check if you got any STDs and HIV takes a month to show up so we're going to have to text you again and in the meantime you have to take these antiretrovirals that make you feel like death.

I'm sick of it and I'm sick of talking about it and living it, but I promised I would so I kind of have to. You guys didn't promise. You don't have to. So if you leave I understand is all I'm saying. It's just one more heartbreak but there's been so many-

[itsajesusthing.insanejournal.com]

You're right, I didn't promise, did I?

So I'll promise now. I promise I'll stick around, Danny.

Maybe I won't stick around as gracefully as I'd like, all the time, but I promise, I'll stick around.

[daniel_marlow]

Thank you. And...I don't know, I'll try not to be so depressing? I don't know how well I'll manage though. It might surprise you to hear, but I'm kind of depressed.