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daniel_marlow ([personal profile] daniel_marlow) wrote2014-09-15 07:14 pm
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Filtered away from Val - Edited just to Zoe, Cai and Rachel

Why can't I smoke some medicinal marijuana? Or eat the stuff they make into candy floss. This is bullshit.

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[identity profile] runrachelrun.insanejournal.com 2014-09-15 07:50 am (UTC)(link)
Theres some guys in my building i can get pot from if you actually want?
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[personal profile] daniel_marlow 2014-09-15 09:17 am (UTC)(link)
Er...do you know if they're safe?

Actually, I- I don't know because I'd have to go outside to smoke it but I can't sit in the chair yet because sitting hurts too much.

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[identity profile] runrachelrun.insanejournal.com 2014-09-15 10:12 am (UTC)(link)
They seem ok. Just guys. Say 'hey' to me in the stairs when i see them.

But ok, maybe don't set off the bathroom smoke alarms. Ask for more pain meds?

[identity profile] lightningseed.insanejournal.com 2014-09-15 10:13 am (UTC)(link)
Are you fucking kidding me, both of you?
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[personal profile] daniel_marlow 2014-09-15 10:14 am (UTC)(link)
What?

It just hurts, Zoe.
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[personal profile] daniel_marlow 2014-09-15 10:16 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, I see.

No, I wouldn't do it in here. God, I don't even know how to smoke weed. Never done it before. I'm on pain meds, it just hurts still anyway. And I don't want to overdo it because I've been here for a month already and I don't want to get addicted to opiates!

[identity profile] lightningseed.insanejournal.com 2014-09-15 11:37 am (UTC)(link)
I know, but you're in a hospital, Danny, they can give you something legal and safe.

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[identity profile] runrachelrun.insanejournal.com 2014-09-15 11:38 am (UTC)(link)
A month, wow...
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[personal profile] daniel_marlow 2014-09-15 11:41 am (UTC)(link)
Holy shit, a month and a half. Fuck. Holy fuck. Oh holy fucking shit.
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[personal profile] daniel_marlow 2014-09-15 11:42 am (UTC)(link)
It's not working and I don't want to get addicted to opiates besides. I thought weed was safe?

I mean...it's okay, I'm not going to smoke a doob in the hospital. I don't actually even know how. I was just...wishing.

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[identity profile] runrachelrun.insanejournal.com 2014-09-15 11:42 am (UTC)(link)
Are you freaking out?

[identity profile] lightningseed.insanejournal.com 2014-09-15 11:45 am (UTC)(link)
Don't have they things in place stop stop you getting addicted? And some weed might be safe but weed Rachel can find from losers in her building is a stupid idea.
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[personal profile] daniel_marlow 2014-09-15 11:45 am (UTC)(link)
Just a little. Feels like this all happened yesterday still.

[identity profile] runrachelrun.insanejournal.com 2014-09-15 11:45 am (UTC)(link)
They're not losers, they're just guys.

[identity profile] lightningseed.insanejournal.com 2014-09-15 11:46 am (UTC)(link)
Whatever, Rachel, they're probably losers and guys. Whoa!

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[identity profile] runrachelrun.insanejournal.com 2014-09-15 11:47 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, yeah i know, me too.
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[personal profile] daniel_marlow 2014-09-15 11:47 am (UTC)(link)
I dunno, maybe? I've been on morphine for like 6 weeks, that can't be great for me. I just can't get comfortable no matter which way I lie down because there's my ribs or my other places and it is not fucking fair.

You know- and yeah, a lot of it's self-inflicted, but I kind of thought when I got rescued I wouldn't be in pain any more. That was kind of stupid.
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[personal profile] daniel_marlow 2014-09-15 11:47 am (UTC)(link)
Hey. Don't.

[identity profile] itsajesusthing.insanejournal.com 2014-09-15 11:48 am (UTC)(link)
They make weed into candy floss? Man, I'm out of the loop.

[identity profile] lightningseed.insanejournal.com 2014-09-15 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
Have you talked to Abby about it? Maybe she'll know something.

I'm so sorry we didn't find you sooner, Danny.
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[personal profile] daniel_marlow 2014-09-15 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
I saw it on Tumblr. I think it's just in the US though.

I dunno. I know it'll stop hurting in time, but for right now all I want to do is bitch about it and cry a little.
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[personal profile] daniel_marlow 2014-09-15 11:52 am (UTC)(link)
Augh, I've been here for six weeks. Augh.

We should do something nice for your birthday though. I mean. As nice as it can be in here.

[identity profile] itsajesusthing.insanejournal.com 2014-09-15 11:55 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, damn, I could bring you real candy floss? And by that I mean the stuff they sell in the bags in the supermarket. I can magically produce a church fete from my arse - although we are having one in a couple of weeks sooo I can bring you real candy floss in two weeks?

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[identity profile] runrachelrun.insanejournal.com 2014-09-15 11:56 am (UTC)(link)
Hey a real thing for my birthday! What do you want to do??
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[personal profile] daniel_marlow 2014-09-15 11:57 am (UTC)(link)
Well I bitched about it and she did that doctor, 'give it time' thing which argghhhhhh. I mean she's right but AAARRGGHHHHHHHH.

No, Zoe- No. Are you kidding me, you- Zoe, when I think about the fact that you fucking found me at all, I know it's miraculous. And I'm going to close this post to just us because I'm talking about this. But- You had a vision and you saved me. No one else. You. Thank you.

He didn't even touch me in a...you know, sexual way for the first few days. I think he was trying to see if he could talk himself out of it? But he still hurt me. I don't understand. I don't understand why he thought that was somehow better?
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