Not really, and I know I can't understand what that's like. I mean, they look at me weirdly too, but I know it's not the same. It's not them I want to go for though. I want to go to give Rachel the experience, and to have it myself. I wasn't even sure I wanted to bring it up in the first place, but then I was thinking that she struggles with remembering so much of her life, I thought maybe I would help give her a nice memory to hold on to, you know? So I asked and she got so excited and that's just really nice to see.

I worry about her a lot.

I didn't actually mean for this to turn into a confessional, sorry...