It's okay you said that! It is messed up. I don't even know where it came from because I've never eaten grass before! It just hurt so bad so I guess maybe my brain was like 'need to fill. What is there a lot of for filling? Grass. There is a lot of grass. Fill with grass.' I kept imagining all the food I'd ever thrown away and just crying.

Which is also messed up! I don't ever like...expect you to say constructive things to fix all the problems, btw. I don't think things like that exist.