Yeah. That Danny never existed and I don't know what Danny will come out of this. I hope he's still kind and caring though. I- That's important to me.

A part of me wishes we had gotten to know each other sooner, but I don't know if it would have worked. I think we're good for each other though. Or- Well, you're good for me anyway. Everything you said makes so much sense. You make so much sense.

I don't know how I'm supposed to break out of those survival habits though. I didn't even think about it, it just happened. Makes me feel gross and worthless.

Am I gross?