I just want to get it over with. Maybe I'll feel more human after I scream at him for a little while.
I read that Rachel thought I was dead and I- God. You almost lost it? I know it might sound strange but will you tell me what those two weeks were like for you guys? I mean...my mum's the only one who really told me what she went through. She was just with my uncle Max freaking out. You guys all know what was happening to me, but I have no idea what you all were going through beyond worrying and getting Zoe's uncle to organise a small army to find me. Which...is fucking amazing, by the way. I read how many people had been out looking for me. I hadn't realised. I thought maybe it was just Thomas, Zoe and Deirdre. But no, there were people all over the UK and that's kind of...humbling.
Anyway, I just- I don't know, trauma makes us selfish and I feel like everything is always me me me. What happened with you? Did you get those texts I tried to send?
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Date: 2014-10-10 06:15 pm (UTC)I read that Rachel thought I was dead and I- God. You almost lost it? I know it might sound strange but will you tell me what those two weeks were like for you guys? I mean...my mum's the only one who really told me what she went through. She was just with my uncle Max freaking out. You guys all know what was happening to me, but I have no idea what you all were going through beyond worrying and getting Zoe's uncle to organise a small army to find me. Which...is fucking amazing, by the way. I read how many people had been out looking for me. I hadn't realised. I thought maybe it was just Thomas, Zoe and Deirdre. But no, there were people all over the UK and that's kind of...humbling.
Anyway, I just- I don't know, trauma makes us selfish and I feel like everything is always me me me. What happened with you? Did you get those texts I tried to send?