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Can't sleep.

Found a picture of me leaving the hospital the other day though.

I don't know which one of you took that, but I look terrible! My hair is so- Wow. I was bitching today too, about being forced to eat so much and Gabe took a photo of my face and showed it to me, and I looked pathetic so that got me to shut up about it. Well played.

I'm so tired, why can't I sleep?

Maybe this was a bad idea.

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Evil genius.

I have to stay. The hospital knows I am a danger to myself and considering I used their socket to try to off myself, they're really testy about it. I mean not without reason. They only released me with the written agreement I'd come here and get better. Otherwise it's psychiatric hospitals and locked wards and lots of testing before I can get out. I'm lucky my psychiatrist was able to convince them this was the better place for me.

It is known.

Then take some time out to get your head on straight again.

Yeah. Maybe if my friends come by soon I can just be with them and that'll help. We can talk about normal things instead of my fucking issues all the time. And I can make my brother do his homework!

I think that'll help a lot. This morning in therapy I was sitting there and I realised it's been like...two months since I got back from Wales. I don't want to talk about it any more.

You know you need to though, right, Danny? I mean maybe not with your friends, but with the doctors?

Urgh, yes. And the lawyers and yet MORE lawyers and the police and eventually I'll have to recount the entire thing again in front of a jury because this abduction is the gift that keeps on giving.

I know that. I can do that. I mean I have to, so I will.

Good thing about not sleeping though is that I have been drawing like a maniac. I have really nice sketches of all my friends and I hope they won't think they're creepy!

Dude you couldn't be creepy if you tried.

See now if I maybe carved your face out of wood, maybe, that would be creepy. But that's because I can't do faces...

Not even on Halloween?! Awwww :(

HHAHAHHAA omg that would be hilarious! I could leave it in people's beds hehehhehehee!

Oh shit I'm going to have to try to make one, now. Maybe it can be your getting better present!

Might be a ways off then. But that means you have time to like...perfect your face...doing...skills.

Is there a better way to say that?

Eye-gouging skills? I don't think I'll ever be good at faces but I can definitely rustle up something to freak out people when you put it in their beds.

...why does Zoe put up with us? ;)

I don't have a single clue.

Me neither.

I have two drawings of you! We could get one framed and give it to Nonnie and Dom? They're actually really good.

They'd love that! you're so talented, Danny.

I have a lot of time to perfect shading and everything, which is making all my drawings look even better.

I cant think of anything to draw other than my friends' faces though, which seems like a creative problem to me. Some people draw all this amazing stuff and I'm like "here is a 32nd picture of Zoe's head".

Yeaaah, that is kind of creepy, Danny.

I can't think of anything else! Help meeeeee!

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